Now I worry I'm not what you want,
I'm not strong enough, I'm not good enough
I wish I could be everything you want and more,
I wish I could make your heart hit the floor
I wish when you looked at me you couldn't speak
I wish you showed me the moments where you realize you're in love
If I could just understand that it's me you really need
Then maybe I could just stop feeling this way
When I wake up I want to try just that little bit more
Anything to make your head turn
I wish you could find the in between for me and you
And not make me double guess everything you do
I want to make you understand how much you mean to me
I wish you
Knowing the facts of a situation
can sometimes be painful for one to
bare. But not knowing the truth can
be devastating as well.
Being in love is like a taste of heaven
but being in love alone is like going through
hell.
Not getting it right the first time
leads to second guessing.
we live, we learn, we love, life
teaches us lessons.
Options are you fight and win
or you fight and lose
either way you're still an winner no
matter what you choose.
Victory increases our pride,
defeat should not shame you
but make you stronger in and out side.
You fee held down and the burden's
getting heavier, you're not weak if you cry
do so
How do I tell you,
Your the best to me,
I know you've done somethings,
My eyes will never see,
But Adam when I'm with you,
Things will never cease,
That all I can see is a non perfect person,
Truly perfectly,
I go around to see,
every single night,
and when I go home,
I wish to tuck you in tight,
I love the way you smile,
It's so cheeky but yet cute,
I love the way we watch TV,
and I get to spend time with you,
Adam it makes no difference,
what you've done in the past,
I'm looking at the future,
And your in my heart,
I guess you could say I'm falling,
And I know your all I have,
But Adzzie your the best,
a girl could ev
Complaining about everything
Sitting silently in sorrow
Hoping and praying
For a better day tomorrow.
Curled up on my bed
Pitiful thoughts roam
Who are you to say
All I ever do is moan?
If you knew what it felt like
To have to endure this pain
You wouldn't get so offended
When I angrily call your name.
Don't try and turn around my mood
Don't try and make me get dressed
You'd understand why I act this way
If you had to suffer PMS
Strong warm hands grab at my back,
bittersweet hug, passion it does not lack.
Squeezing tightly around my middle,
I smile, and so do you, a little.
Luminous white smiles, shown so bright,
you make me laugh, I hold you tight.
Ruffled hair, I play with all day,
time to lye down, and hide away.
Rolling in grass, laughing so hard,
running in playing in my backyard.
Luminous light, shines brightly in my eyes,
the clouds move away, and the moon starts to rise.
Fiddling around, with my jacket zipper,
trying to warm up, it's getting cold quicker.
Heads on shoulders, eyes shut tight,
while I lay with you, I always feel alright.
Warm an
I would like to say a very big hi
to everyone I know
I do not want to say goodbye
even though I need to go
I think of my love all the time
but I know it won't come true
since it won't I feel I'm not fine
and my love isn't made for you.
my poems really random
I just ought to let you know
I don't know where it came from
I like being random though!?
I'm feeling very sad now
because my poem isn't great
I don't even know when or how
people are going to rate
Grief
Alone
With my thoughts
Missing your touch
Heartache surrounds me
Darkness filling my soul
Pain deeper than any known
Life not worth living anymore
Lost without being in your embrace
Existing with no meaning, endless tears
Life is,
A garden full of roses
Roses full of thorns
Beauty at first
But diminished
By the thorns that prick
A maze of confusion
A tunnel of trials
Life is,
An ocean full of life
Waters full of salt
Cool breeze at first
But diminished
By the treacherous storms
That blocks and destroys
Life is,
A book of the living
Book full of unknown
Complete at first
But diminished
By the unwritten revealed
A chapter of broken hearts
A page of true love
Life is,
All this and much more
But above all
Life is,
A risk to be taken
Life is,
A bridge to be crossed
The night was so clear, and the sun as so bright,
Who would of known, what would come out of the night.
We were walking so slowly, our feet in the sand,
That night felt so perfect, just by holding his hand.
The crashing of waves, the sunset in sight,
Being there with him, sends me to the ultimate hight.
Feet in the water, smiles on our face,
If it were to be anywhere, I'm glad its this place.
As the sun starts to set. and it starts to get cold,
Walking out of the water, i smile as i its you i hold.
Its getting very dark now, as we head to your car,
We pull out a blanket, I listen to the beat of your heart.
Were heading back now, b
Pain only lasts for a little while,
But the scar it leaves lasts forever.
Only memories last,
Of us being together.
Tears where only shed,
Because that�s the only way we know.
How to deal with hurt,
Tears that go away all to slow.
Happiness only lasts,
As long as we are happy.
Turns out you where,
But happy I just couldn't be.
My heart was there,
Right on my sleeve,
Not knowing the pain in store,
The day you would leave.
If I could write a book,
A book of continuous pain.
It would be a best seller,
But it would drive me insane.
Only memories are left,
Of our love for each other.
Pain only lasts for a litt
I hate this world
The world that forsaken me
Days have gone by as I see it all end
The skies have cried to me
I walk this road no one should walk
My wish for a better day is all gone
Nothing is left but this hollow shell
As my life flashes before my eyes
The tears of the angels have blessed me
With the fate of my death
Was my life just this pathetic
Nothing is here anymore nothing is worth it
All the weight of this world has stricken me
I don't want to carry the burden
Slowly as my grip loosens
The evil seeps deeper in me
Nothing is needed nothing is wanted
The gun is loaded
With the silent pull of my trigger
My life ends w
You see?
theres a younger female Angel
who lives life in fear
but has a hard time trusting
but has began to feel herself fall
she tries to grab onto anything she can
just to get ah old of anything near by
anything that can save herself
she doesn't want to die
not to die in pain
she wants to be NUMB
from the inside out
so the Angels above can say
that she died peacefully
but she knows the wrong shes done
she doesn't understand
why allot of things happen
but knows thats how life is
nothings been the same
since the Angel started to fall
shes no longer the Angel she was born to be
shes turning into something new
something th
Shes young and locked up
no place to go but home
shes cutting and tears fall down her face
no place to free her mind
and become the angel
she craves to be
angels should be happy
and not locked up
but when you a fallen angel
everything isn't as perfect
this fallen angel
cuts and bleeds
relives past moments
some new some old
and wishes everyday
would 've different in some way
everyday she tries to be stronger
and heal these old wombs
even the ones on the outside
but the way the Fallen Angel feels
is when your doing this on your own
you can only do so much before you about to break
The night was so clear, and the sun as so bright,
Who would of known, what would come out of the night.
We were walking so slowly, our feet in the sand,
That night felt so perfect, just by holding his hand.
The crashing of waves, the sunset in sight,
Being there with him, sends me to the ultimate hight.
Feet in the water, smiles on our face,
If it were to be anywhere, I'm glad its this place.
As the sun starts to set. and it starts to get cold,
Walking out of the water, i smile as i its you i hold.
Its getting very dark now, as we head to your car,
We pull out a blanket, I listen to the beat of your heart.
Were heading back now, b
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OK, so I've put up some art for you guys. :D *hope you like* And I think I'm ready to take requests *poetry or art* I'll let you guys know if I cant handle the requests, but let me know if you want a poem to express how you feel, or art. Chow!
Ok, this is for people like EdwinBG2 who wants me to post some art....so I've been thinking and I think I will post some art. May Look Like Crap! - - but yeah its art and I dont care! :D so execpt some art from me after a couple of days. Chow!